Geothermalized [Diary, FtM TG, Twinning]

Monica Raybrandt Log 166
It was on this day that I found a strange geostone deep inside that bottom pit of a dungeon I was exploring. The stone made my lungs cough and head all hazy. I almost passed out, but managed to escape luckily. Will regroup back over into my camp in the forest. I don't know why but my body feels all tingly, like sparkling water or soda was poured all over it. Need to get some rest tonight.

Monica Raybrandt Log 167
Today I woke up and found my body was a little stronger. I gained some muscle tone and just feel more muscular overall. Is it just me or are my body proportions more manly? I don't know how to feel about that, it's great to have more physical strength and raw endurance but I just kind of feel less like me you know? Have to go back into the dungeons tomorrow.

Monica Raybrandt Log 168
Today I met a strange sly man. He seems to be lost, yet shows no care for his location, truly an anachronism. I offered him some food and water, although he seemed more interested in me than any basic needs. What was he doing in a dark cave? He won't say, or just doesn't know. My body continues to feel weird, I'll let him sleep in my tent tonight.

Monica Raybrandt Log 169
My breasts shrunk today, and privates are starting to feel kind itchy, I think they're little swollen. Nevermind that, local villages need rebuilding so I have to go back into the caves and collect more geostones. I've had little time to examine the strange one I found earlier.

Monica Raybrandt Log 170
Today my hair not only bleached itself, but shrunk! It doesn't work as a ponytail anymore, in fact it barely reaches my shoulders. My parts are even my swollen and chest is starting to fear flat! This is terrifying, I don't want this! The man followed me back into the dungeons and keeps trying to joke and tease with me, I don't like it. I'm very caring about most people but he's particularly meddlesome. What's happening to me?

Monica Raybrandt Log 171
I woke up to see my face was a little different, it looks more like a boys! I'm growing more pubic hair and becoming very masculine. One would have to squint to even tell that I'm a girl anymore! The dungeons are getting darker and harder to transverse, I'd look for another location to hunt geostones but the man with me seems to be gravely deranged, I don't think in my good conscience I can just leave him alone.

Monica Raybrandt Log 172
More of my hair has fallen off and I'm basically a butch blond haired girl now. I look like one of those chicks in the dirty pubs over at the wrong side of my kingdom, what would dad (god rest his soul) say if he saw me like this? No self respecting princess would be okay looking like this, it's a little embarrassing. I could pass for an unrefined prince, but not a princess anymore. I hope I don't have to change my name.

Monica Raybrandt Log 173
My body has pretty much stopped changing, I've completely lost my breasts now. With all this new hair and sweat, it's kind of icky honestly. I never would have believed that gaining a boys body would be weird, I still know that I'm me but a part of me feels different, I found myself thinking a little differently. The sly man with the slick hair and foxy smile had a laugh at my expense, the nerve of him! He pointed out that my personality had changed for a minute and I'd really thought I was someone else for a moment. I hate this, why is this happening to me? What IS happening to me?

Monica Raybrandt Log 174
I found my privates swelling even more- I think, no I definitely do have some kind of penis now! It's so embarrassing, a lady such as me shouldn't have that! But I hardly look like a girl at all, let alone a Princess. My voice has gotten deeper and I'm seeming less recognizable by the day. I was washing my face and all this new sweat, muscle and fat earlier when I saw my eyes had changed from red to green. Could it really be? I'm going to bed, please don't let it be true..


Monica Raybrandt Log 175
I looked back in the mirror, my face is a duplicate image of Max's! I had to bonk myself in the head just to see for sure but it's completely true, I'm becoming Max! My hair has shortened and styled itself like him, and from the head up I might as well be that boy from a 100 years ago! What would Max say to this? The man that keeps following me seems amused, but doesn't regard my change as anything special in the least bit.

Monica Raybrandt Log 176
I did a little research on the Geostone that I recovered from the dungeon earlier, apparently it's a very special one known as a Temporal Relocator and has a very unique set of effects. The temporal energy inherit within it interacts with my Atlamillia and captures the essence and vast magic of the other beholder of the Moon's counterpart, the Earth Atlamillia! It bonds and merges it with the holder of that Atlamillia and starts to mold them with a powerful curse into a doppelganger of the counterparts beholder. That means I'm going to become Max, it's turning me into max! This is terrible, I hate this! Someone please, stop this already!

Monica Raybrandt Log 177
I thought about giving up the Moon Atlamillia, that would surely stop the changes. However at the risk of it being captured by the forces of evil, such as Griffon's minions. I don't want to keep changing like this, but for the sake of the world and all the villages I must rebuild, I'll keep it close to me. Unfortunately I cannot dispose of that special Geostone, it's curse has already taken effect. I explained to the mysterious man that it won't be long now until I turn into a copy of my friend from a 100 years ago. He asked if that will make lunch taste any better, or if my cooking will improve. I didn't take well to his jokes.

Monica Raybrandt Log 178
My male parts have grown in pretty naturally, there's no mistaking me for a girl anymore. I don't have much time to worry about it, I spend day in and day out in the mines and dungeons, hunting for Geostones, keeping my energy up. That man has mostly recovered his health, but not so much his sanity I'm afraid, and he may never honestly. The scariest part about this transformation is, I'm starting to gain some of Max's memories! I find myself sinking into his identity, acting out his personality randomly throughout the day. Am I going to lose myself? Maybe it's best to accept it.

Monica Raybrandt Log 179
Today I took a break from searching for Geostones, and just tried to relax with the man in a local village that I was able to rebuild. I told him all about the quest to stop Griffin and why these Geostones were so important. He was impressed at my determination, but said he personally didn't care much about these towns or any of my conflict. But he was sympathetic to my change, he told me that sometimes people change, and change is inevitable, but what isn't important is what changes but what stays the same. I took that to heart, and realized even though I'm essentially Max now in body and mind, I still have my old memories. Memories of the future, of my kingdom and family, of my best friend Max. It was a bit strange, having Maxes feelings and memories about his concerns for me, while keeping my own for him. But I managed to reconcile them and accept that I was Max now, and to protect all those memories and loved ones precious to both of us I had to keep fighting! Far in the future I swear I will defeat Griffin, no matter what.

Monica Raybrandt Log 180
Not much to report today, but the mysterious man seemed to have left in the morning. There's not much to say, over the last 2 weeks I've changed drastically. Although I keep my duties as Max and Monica, the Max identity has started to become dominant, with my former self just a phase, a person I remember being but cannot feel or tap into, even when I try it just seems like I'm acting. Can you understand what that feels like, knowing you were someone else before but only being able to do one person now? It's almost like I killed her, or she submitted and I took over. But I know that's not true, she is me now, she simply became me, Max and accepted her fate, and now I'm who she became. There's much work to be done, but tomorrow is the last day I need stay here, than I think I've gathered enough Geostones to rebuild many villages to come.  

Monica Raybrandt Log 181
Today was long and laborious, I went hunting for Geostones from morning until late and long after sunset. Monica has finally faded completely now, I only have her memories but can only accept and identify as Max. It's a little disheartening, but I've accepted it, I've long grown used to it and maybe someday in the future can even grow happy as I am. There are worse souls to end up as, even if mine has transmuted into his, atleast it was a close friend. I cannot even begin to imagine the terror that would unfold if Griffin found this Geostone, what if we ended up becoming him, than there'd be two terrible emperors and it's be terrifying! Than again he might become one of us, and that's kind of a weird thought too. Well I'm heading off to bed now, tomorrow I'll reunite with Max who has been working hard 100 years in the future, separate from me. We've been apart for fall too long now.

Maximilian Log 182
This will be my last log, mostly because I'm not Monica Raybrandt anymore but Maximilian. When I woke up, as if by magic my clothes had all transformed into his, right down to his hat and overalls. That's a little strange, but it's time to use the Stone and greet him once more. I don't know what will come of our meeting, how will I explain to him that I became his double? Hopefully he'll understand, if I can accept being Max than he better too. Two Maxes in the world, two heroes to stop the evil emperor griffin, the world better watch out because here we come.